1. |
Googling How To Act
03:42
|
|||
Think I hate my mistakes
Because they're always the same
Got a stubborn heart
The past stays keepin' me in chains
While I tried to rearrange
These things in my DNA
Googling how to act
But nobody is reading that
I only see the qualities that I don't need
I only see the qualities that I don't need
I take it so slow
I take it so slow
I take it so slow
It's all I ever known
Googling how to act
Googling how to act
Googling how to act
Cause I don't know jack shit
I try to relax
While I lay on my back
Try to comfort myself
Feels okay when I can laugh
How I long for the smile
The kind that isn't defiled
By an internal fire
Brandishing a happy liar
I only see the qualities I don't need
I take it so slow
I take it so slow
I take it so slow
It's all I ever known
Googling how to act
Googling how to act
Googling how to act
Cause I don't know jack shit
|
||||
2. |
To Break These Binds
03:01
|
|||
I don't know what the future holds for me
Though I don't think I ever did
Only thought apocalypse
All these words and worlds that I could not control
So difficult to think about
Bettin' all my chips on what to live without
Way things go when you're alive
Never ask for what's inside
Often try
Control the tide
Anything to break these binds
Angled flow, narrow mind
Locked in a casket
Key cannot find
Often cry
For the sight of eyes
Anything to break these binds
|
||||
3. |
Happy Mask Salesman
03:05
|
|||
Feels like something's in the way
Has to be there
Oh I'm so aware of something in the air
Haven't left my lair for many days
Too many faces
I don't know which one of them is mine
Mask 1, Mask 2, Mask 3
Throw them all away
I'd rather lose it all than keep on feelin'
Like a conman always schemin' in the dark
A conman always schemin' in the dark
A conman always schemin' in the dark
A conman always schemin' in the dark
Like to think that I've got heart
Hard to think when your judgements are heartless
Like a swerving car
Drunken driver don't care who he kills
Don't matter at all
Don't matter at all
Don't matter who he kills
Don't matter at all
Don't matter at all
Don't matter who he kills
Happy happy happy mask salesman
Happy happy happy mask salesman
Happy happy happy mask salesman
Happy happy happy mask salesman
Mask 1, Mask 2, Mask 3
Throw them all away
I'd rather lose it all than keep on feelin'
Like a conman always schemin' in the dark
A conman always schemin' in the dark
A conman always schemin' in the dark
A conman always schemin' in the dark
|
||||
4. |
Salt
02:37
|
|||
Found myself suspended on the calm side of your line
Convince myself to spare you from my disdainful mind
Never will I be that person you don't need
Oh I might convince you that I'm a caring guy
But I take myself for granted so I just might
Take this the wrong way
Fixation on mistakes
Mistakes
Take me as a grain of salt otherwise I just might burn you down
Take me as a grain of salt otherwise I just might burn you down
Burn you down
Hope I can convince myself to feel something inside
But I need ventilators for my heart and for my spine
Convoluted days
Frustration dulls the blade
I feel so frayed
Take me as a grain of salt otherwise I just might burn you down
Take me as a grain of salt otherwise I just might burn you down
Burn you down
|
||||
5. |
Oxy
02:08
|
|||
I was waiting in the parking lot
Contemplating things that I probably should not
These humans are emotive robots
Pretending they know you
While they putting you inside of their box
I'm finding that I say that a lot
But am I that different?
No I think maybe I should just stop
The hypocritical oxymoron
Hypocritical oxymoron
Hypocritical oxymoron
Hypocritical oxymoron
Plaintive waning of the clock
Contemporary things confuse me
The simple robot
We stupid are an interesting lot
Pretending we know truth
While we pack it in a safe little box
Unwinding in the warmth of the flock
I'd rather be happy than a cynic lost inside his own thoughts
Hypocritical oxymoron
Hypocritical oxymoron
Hypocritical oxymoron
Hypocritical oxymoron
|
||||
6. |
Sleeve Steve
03:21
|
|||
I was just a little bit too shy
Stuck in my mind
A patient waiting for romantic miracles
Charming giddy grin had caught my eye
Magnificence bountiful inside
Simply one of a kind
I was in decline for years of my life
I only wish my song would reach you
Caught up in the bullshit
Being something you're not
Let a counterfeited world in
And then you forgot
The person that you are is a squishy mess
Just like all the others
But at least you're honest
The sort of song I feel the need to sing out loud
This is what I feel now so why aren't I proud?
The person who is hiding deep inside an office
Right now needs peace and quiet
To bring solace
Quietly stubborn
Still that sentimental child
Going through the motions
Wearing these emotions on my sleeve
Caught up in the bullshit
No I ain't a robot
Just an organic machine built upon several flaws
Your dirty shame-filled baggage
It should never be missed
I've thrown it in the garbage
To become more honest
To look more the jester with a shit-eating grin
Than the phony king who's angry that he will never win
The game of life is bound by many fucked up rules
Written by the players
Though they still always lose
They still always lose
They still always lose
They still always lose
They still always lose
They still always lose
Lightning and rubber
Like my sentimental smile
Cuttin' through commotion
Feels like magic potion
Oh I'm going through the motion
Wearing these emotions on my sleeve
Emotions on my sleeve
Emotions on my sleeve
Emotions on my sleeve
|
||||
7. |
Wrong Grind
02:35
|
|||
Before the world collapses
Best get up to capture mine
The more that my brain lapses
The faster I'm losing time
Yes I know
I've taken it too slow
Losing control
Dug myself a hole
Before my lungs collapse
I'll smoke up one more of my dreams
I tore the score in half
When my world turned itself on repeat
That's how it goes when daily life is dull
You can't always hold
The weight of something so
God damn boring
Oh I feel it grinding
Feel it grinding me
My bones my soul
I feel the heat
Feel the heat
From my
Wrong grind
Wrong grind
Wrong grind
Wrong grind
Wrong grind
Wrong grind
At last I feel inspired
Something I could talk about
Became the only thing it's worth
Damn I should shut my mouth
Bottle up all of your feelings
And throw them up
Into something that isn't so
God damn boring
Oh I feel it grinding
Feel it grinding me
My bones my soul
I feel the heat
Feel the heat
From my
Wrong grind
Wrong grind
Wrong grind
Wrong grind
Wrong grind
Wrong grind
|
||||
8. |
Off Day
06:30
|
|||
In your actions I see everything
About myself that I hate the most
So why choose to change my behavior
When I can waste all my effort
Talkin' about you
Off day
Off boy
Offset
The balance of my thoughts
Oh regret
Off day
Off boy
Offset
The balance of my thoughts
Oh regret
Externalizing this sense will only
Cement the stasis of my regression
It's a way of normalizing my biggest pitfalls
It's like my life is losing depth
Fillin' all my boots with lead
Oh I'm drownin' myself to death
Off day
Off boy
Offset
The balance of my thoughts
Oh regret
Off day
Off boy
Offset
The balance of my thoughts
Oh regret
Off day
Off boy
Offset
The balance of my thoughts
Oh regret
Off day
Off boy
Offset
The balance of my thoughts
Oh regret
Oh I feel blue waiting for someone to tell me what to do
Well I cannot help your situation
I cannot help you
No no no
Oh no
Oh no
Oh no
I have been running away
For some time since yesterday
But they don't really need to know
All of these little things about me
You are so fine
When you're near me I have difficulty concentrating
Oh shit
|
||||
9. |
Бабушка
01:57
|
|||
С днем рождения баба лиля
Я тебя люблю
I wish there was more I could say to you
Tried to learn Russian but I never follow through
Hear your sweet voice in my memory
Still feel the love of your heartbeat
You're a woman for the 21st century
Someone everyone should strive to be
Баба лиля
You're so far from me
So hear my song of love
Баба лиля
Passion you gave to me
Wrote straight into my genes
Still wear the necklace you sent to me so many years ago
From the day I got it, I never took it off
Wearing it proud and when they ask
I tell them all about the beautiful woman in Yekaterinburg
Баба лиля
Can't fly to you for free
But soon I'll find the money
Баба лиля
I hope you aren't lonely
You're simply too lovely for that
|
Streaming and Download help
If you like Stevie Spring, you may also like:
Bandcamp Daily your guide to the world of Bandcamp